You Used Me by Caelum1Infernum

"You Used Me"

by Caelum1Infernum

You use me.

Whenever you wish.

Like I’m your secret craving

Showing me to everyone

Like I'm your trophy man

You had a husband

While you were with me—

Told me I couldn't find a girl,

But you had two men.

Two hearts.

Two bodies.

You're the definition of greed. 

All for you.

How is that fair?

You get everything.

While I?

I waited.

Waited like a dog at the gate

For your arrival.

For scraps of love.

For sex that came

When it was convenient for you.

You told me you sleep with me more than him? 

For what? 

Make me feel better? 

Make me feel bigger? 

I have to wait. 

He have you every night

You had him.

You had me.

You had sex with both of us.

But I had to stay loyal,

Hungry,

Thirsty,

Fucked by hope.

And now?

Now you tell the world

You loved me?

Is that your truth?

Because mine is:

I waited.

Blind,

Naïve,

Desperate.

And you?

You got bored.

You just stopped showing up.

No goodbye.

No closure.

Just silence—

Like I was nothing.

Like we were nothing.

So I lied.

Told you I had someone,

Just to see if your heart would move.

You didn’t ask about me—

Not once.

Am I not important? 

You just said:

"Is she sexier than me?"

What a stupid question.

What about me?

7 years down the drain? 

7 years were nothing to you? 

What about the love I gave?

What about the man you broke?

What about the loyalty you burned?

What about the promises you made? 

No.

You don’t get to walk away clean.

You don’t get to keep pretending

You were the victim.

You were the whore

Don't twist the story

Make me the bad guy

Tell them the truth

You used me.

And I let you.

But never again

And fuck you too.